I was surprised that we had any customers that
night. Oh, we were open – we’re almost always open, but that night, well, it
was different.
It had been snowing all day, and with almost
eighteen inches of the white stuff on the ground already, it showed no sign of
letting up. There wasn’t even any cable TV – the weather, I imagine, so there
wasn’t even a good ballgame to watch to pass the hours. I guess that’s what
made it all so strange. Why were we open during the worst storm in 75 years,
and who in their right mind would venture out into the stark, cold, bleak
whiteout unless it was some sort of life or death emergency?
To be perfectly honest with you, I don’t even
remember seeing him come in. I should have, you know? I was pretty much alone, and can see the door
from anyplace behind the bar, but I don’t remember seeing him enter. I don’t
even remember the door opening, and you’d think with all that wind and snow I
wouldn’t have missed that. But there he was, all alone on the corner stool.
He looked like the saddest, loneliest man on
God’s green Earth
Seated it was hard to tell, but I would guess he
would be about 6’2” tall and rubbing noses with 250 pounds. Bar light is a
little tricky, especially in that corner, where it’s a little darker than in
most other places, but the man’s weather worn face carried the creases and
folds of what had to be 60 years of a difficult life, hidden behind a bushy
salt and pepper beard that had a lot more salt in it than pepper. Even in this
light, I could see that, while he seemed to be trying to hide them, he had
piercing blue eyes. He was poorly dressed for the weather, in well worn faded
dungarees and an old hooded Carhartt work jacket with patches on the elbows. His
feet were barely covered in a ragged old pair of red converse high tops that
had seen better days.
Well, I make more money when I talk to the
customers, so I worked my way down the bar to where he was seated. “What’ll ya
have?” I
asked.
He looked up, locking those age weary eyes onto
mine, and in a soft voice with an accent I couldn’t place, he said, “I hope
this doesn’t sound too strange, but do you have any Christmas tea?”
Believe it or not, I did have some. I usually
keep it on hand this time of year. I had
even stocked up on it last year when the tea blender that mixes this blend
announced that it was being discontinued after this season. I usually ration it
out a mug at a time for myself, but since we were the only two in the place, I
didn’t mind sharing. I import the stuff from Europe but hey, it was Christmas
Eve, after all, you know? Brew it nice and strong, and add a shot of smooth
Jamaican spiced rum. I poured us each a mug, and drew up a stool across from
him on my side of the bar.
Bing Crosby was singing White Christmas somewhere in the background, although I don’t
remember anyone putting any money in the jukebox.
I slid his mug of tea across the bar to him, and
asked what in the world he was doing out on such an awful night.
“It’s kind of a long story,” he said, sipping
the tea. “Mmm – that certainly hits the spot. Thanks.”
“Well,” I answered, “I’m not going anywhere, and
to tell you the truth, unless you’ve got a dog sled or snowmobile out there, I
don’t think you are either.”
We both laughed at the prospect of being holed
up in a bar during a blizzard, and then he told me his story.
“I’ve been up north a ways, and hitched my way
down here. I guess I’ve been on the road for about a week now, but the days all
sort of run together after a while, you know how it is.”
He said he’d been married a long time ago, but
that she died before they ever started a family. Cancer, I think it was. She
was the love of his life, and somehow he just didn’t think anyone could ever
take her place, so he never remarried.
He moved around a lot – mostly up north. This
was the first time this year he’d ventured this far south. That always sounds
strange to me when I hear people say that. My place is in the part of Michigan
locals call ‘the palm’ as they hold up their right hand and point to the middle
at about the place circus gypsies call the life line. You can’t get much
further north than where I am and still be in the United States, but I didn’t see
the point of mentioning that little detail to him, so I just kept doing the ‘Cocktail’
thing. That’s me: Tom Cruise minus the good looks and bottle juggling, which is
to say he talked, I listened. Bartenders are good at that sort of thing.
He said that tonight, it appeared, the journey
brought him to my place. He said his being here sipping Christmas tea in my
joint during a raging blizzard on Christmas Eve was serendipitous, whatever
that is, but he never really explain why his being here was a serendipitous
encounter. Hey, he way buying and I got
to add a new word to my vocabulary. My eleventh grade English teacher would
have been proud had she been there to witness my etymological prowess.
We talked for several hours. He told me his
stories, and I told him mine. I’m not sure whose were the sadder, but it seemed
to me that I was doing more talking than he was.
He said he traveled mostly this time of year,
because that’s when and where the need seemed to be the greatest. Mostly, he
said, he just listened. That’s usually what I do, but tonight was different.
I guess it was around midnight, and three or four mugs of tea later
that he said it was time for him to go. Of course, I tried to talk him out of
it. Not that I wanted the company, but the storm, you see? I had a spare room in the back, and a spare
bed, and he was more than welcome to wait out the storm.
He just smiled and said he thought his job here
was finished.
He asked how much he owed me, and I told him
that it was on the house. I offered to make him one to go, and he agreed.
When I came back from the kitchen, the door was
open. It had stopped snowing, and the moon was glowing full on a fresh new
carpet of snow, that had to be now very close to two feet deep.
He was nowhere in sight.
Over in the corner, where the old man had been
sharing tea and swapping stories with me, there was a small card.
I picked it up, and in a smooth, almost elegant
handwritten script were the words, “Sometimes we entertain Angels unawares. Thank
you, my friend.” It was signed, “Nick.”
I never saw him come, and I never saw him leave.
And, I never saw him again, but I’ll never forget that strange, snowy December
night he stopped in and occupied the corner stool for a few hours.
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